Stimulated and Feelingless (lyrics) - by Erik Smith
Without
you
It all changes
It's all strange
So different
In my head, body
Excersized, empty
Heart and soul, alone
My life now, so broken
CHORUS:
Now what do I do
I don't know where I'm going
When or how I'm getting there
Or who I am with
Stimulated and feelingless
See your reminders, everywhere
I smell you in others, every day
I feel you inside my memories
and nothing is comfortable inside of me
Constantly disintegrating everywhere
Decomposing still alive and crawling on
In patching what I find wrong it opens up
Watching new wounds manifest inside myself
Close my eyes and tell myself that it's alright
Noise inside my head that keeps me up all night
Hear the river thrashing
See the thorns are crashing
Feel the creatures biting
I can't keep on fighting
CHORUS:
What the fuck do I do
I don't know where I'm going
When or how I'm getting there
or who I am with
Stimulated and feelingless
You just might never know
How I've coped
How I've explored
experimented
How much I continue to love you
Hate me
How I'm going to end up
Self-destruct
I'm already dressed for the midnight procession
I can not stop this constant regression
CHORUS:
What the fuck do I do
I don't know where I'm going
When or how I'm getting there
or who I am with
Stimulated and feelingless
Stimulated and feelingless
Stimulated
Stimulated
Feelingless
Alone
