To Meghan - by Erik Smith
My
desire so blind
My love overpowering
My heart is focused
You fill up my mind
Your voice still remains
It repeats in my ears
You're one of a kind
I'm here alone in this hell
Yet I feel you inside
My heart somehow full
My mind somehow well
You comfort my soul
You've made me seem whole
Hypnotized by your smell
My wretched soul
Complicated and torn
Fucked over and worn
My rotten perverted distorted cold mind
And you understand
Overlook the moldy parts
Find the flesh amidst the horrors
Open up my once lost drawers
See the goodness in my heart
Never tried to make me hurt
Saw me for all I was worth
Aided me in my recreation
Added the ingredients of happiness and loving bliss
Helped me build my positive foundation
For that I can't repay
Love you more from day to day
