Whore - by Erik Smith

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This pre-music era of my life
Consumed with half-ass outlets for pain
Desires build self hatered thrives
Unable to release I'm going insane

I want to transform
Fucking held back by creativity
Fucking unable to release my mind
Release the noise self destructively

Self hate and desires I can't act upon
My mistakes bloom into spiked rusting flowers
Stabbing into me in season for no reason
Seeds matured destroying me I have no power

The TV mocks me again
I wanna smash the screens
Nails mashing through my head
Releasing angry screams

It falls apart onto the floor
Self-destructive fucking whore
Fuck some lives fuck mine up more
I'm such a fucking bitch-ass whore
Cry and puke upon the floor
A pathetic fucking whore
Ready to ravage my fucking life a whole lot more
Like a rock burning through the sky
A fucking, fading whore

 

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